it's finally home sweet home after such a long day. i've never felt so much of wanting to be at home for a long time already. i've always enjoyed being around friends more. but perhaps, i'm just too drained.

and so! we met up, 11am @ cityhall interchange. (: appreciate fong yung, josephine, roy and fion for being so punctual! (: waited for nicc to come, then we went to raffles city! and i decided to buy donuts! hahah, only bought two though. now thinking back, i don't know where i left my second donut. =/ probably left it at mos burger. so the rest of the breakfast clan met up @ mos burger.

went to plaza singapura to find jolene! she was doing flag day. hahah. after that, went toilet then we headed to raffles place interchange. hahah. met the rest of the people there! headed for our main program: mind's cafe! :D had fun luh. (:

after that, headed to marina square! slacked around. got lost for a while. then decided to go buy food and then go to an open space to eat together. i didn't have the appetite though..

asked my brother to come find me after that! and he's so nice to agree. (: cause i was scared luh! they were saying ghost stories. :((


thanks yeeping. for all the advices, encouragements and very importantly, your listening ear. (:
thanks mickey. for listening to everything, and more importantly, for being open enough to share yours with me. (:
thanks maybelle. for all those encouragements, advices, and listening ear. more importantly, your patience. (:
thanks verena. for all the joy, and everything else. i was so mistaken about you. (:
thanks nicc. for listening to me, understanding and everything else. (:


and so, i was higher towards the end of today luh. great company! (: hahahh.
"EH EH, MY EYE CANDY HOLD MY HAND!"
i got a picture of her holding my hand. x) will post it up the next time! :D
hahahahah. my eye candy leh. x) and she's so nice today. -smiles.


i'm feeling unwell these days. maybe it's cause of the late nights i've been having. i only ate a donut in the morning, a few wedges @ mind's, and a few spoons of my brother's noodles. and the more amazing thing is, i don't feel hungry. .. ahhhhh.

anyway, tomorrow's at-home day. i'll be staying at home, and trying to do my work and catch up on my sleep, i suppose. but i can still go out luh. so if you need my company, just ring me up yeah.

take cares. <3

venos' random lunch today. (: not many people turned up, but it was still good luh! they were still good company. (: especially maybelle! she's nicee. ((: <3

met grace @ paya lebar mrt, then headed for bugis. walked around, and had dinner. hahah, thanks girl for hearing me rant! i know i was irritating.. but but but! i know you still love me luh. :D hahah, uber nice to hear me rant for 37492374 hours! ^^ headed for her place after that. left not long after.

headed home luh. then i saw this couple. this guy was one head shorter than the girl! (no, i'm not trying to discriminate here.) but i think it was amazing. to me, it's sweet. and i think that's part of the power of love. (:

oh, grace gave me a pair of very cute dolphin earrings. thanks girl! really appreciate your thought! ^^ -hug. take cares; everything will be fine. (: ily! <3


and so, the end of a great day. (: and tomorrow's a greater day! :D venos' outing; what less should i expect?! heh. can't wait! see ya guys! :DD

sleeping from 0600 to 0900 only is bad enough. having to wake up and go to school to do project is pure torture. x( i was sooooooo tired. but slept in lounge after that. felt so much better. :D

hmm, cafe cartel is a nice place to relax and chat about anything under the sun! ^^ was there with gideon, yuting and joan. hahah, yuting is just so cute. (:

and that was how i spent my today. (:

no plans for tomorrow. damn sad. x( anyone planning to jio me out? :D hahah.


anyway. i'm quite .. lost. i want to take global citizenship as my cds! so it's like, at least i've completed one more cds that kind of thing. buttttttttttt. if i go the trip, right after i come back is FO already. and .. during FO that week, i'll have to do presentations and all. means.. i shouldn't go for the trip right? :( wah, sadded. i thought i can completed all 3 cds in semester 2.1. x(

anyways! take cares. (: <3

everytime before i reach home, i remind myself of the things to blog, etc. but whenever i sit down before the computer, everything just slips off my mind. =.= i need to write it down man.


ANYWAY ANYWAY ANYWAY!
christmas day '07 was greatt! :DD

so it all started on 24th december 2007.. i woke up, tried to write stuff to some people, then i left home for school! on my way, i met this very very nice elderly. (: she was super sweet. she wanted me to sit, then i said it's okay. then she moved in just to let me sit down. super sweet! she doesn't look in very good health, but she still kept smiling at me! so sweet cannnn. totally made my xmas eve. x)

brought all the cookies i bought to school, and gave it to them! slacked around.. then i headed for dhoby ghaut! to collect my yummylicious brownies. :D

headed to bugis after that to pass yeeping her and claud's present. talked to her about some stuff, etc. thanks for listening and all the advices! i will think everything through. (:

went backkk to school after that! passed the rest their respective gifts. and and and! i'm damn happy so many people like my presents! really really happy! ^^ slack slack slack and then i headed to orchard to meet kevin, steph and jj. (:

we went to far east plaza, grabbed a bite and kevin cut his hair! so nice i tell you. looks so cute now. :D then we met melisa and company! hahah, they are so much fun! high entertainment value! =p really enjoyed their company. (:

then we went to somerser station nearby to meet may&co and james&girlfriend. they slacked around and played some random games. then i was talking to kevin. heh, thanks boy for listening! super appreciate it. (:

after which, we went our separate ways. kevin, steph, jj and me went to HQ @ paradiz there. i was basically chatting away luh. they were playing.. battlefield, i think? hahah. played for about 2 hours, then we headed to esplanade! sat down there and talked. then i fell asleep. bleh.

went home and the first thing i did was fall asleep. =.= didn't even have the strength to think about anything. woke up late at one plus. x( took cab to meet xiao ming, after that went to school together. (: hmm, party wasn't all that ideal. butbut! the company was still great! (: ordered canadian. and after that, we went over to kfc to eat. then then then, tom's dad fetched maybelin and me to eunos mrt station. (: thanks tom&dad! (:

made my way to weiliang's place for bbq. was okay luh. (: heh, thanks for everything! :D



that's roughly the end of my two days. (: i've enjoyed mine to the fullest, and i hope all of you guys have also! :DD


today on my way back.. i saw this elderly selling tissue paper. and because he was standing at a place where there's a lot of crowd, people don't stop and buy from him at all. i was one of them. i walked, and walked and walked. stopped cause it felt so wrong. thought about it. took out $2, walked all the way back and bought it from him. and everything felt so right after that; that smile on his face. (:

i think i've changed. i used to do it all the time, but now not anymore. i just do it at my own convenience. if someone approach me, then i'll buy. for me, that's not right. and i'll change, back to how i used to be. (:



this packet of tissue paper is not just any tissue paper. it tells me that i have changed for the worse, and i need to be more conscious of it! this will be one of my new year resolutions: to buy from anyone i see in future. (: a few dollars to help others and, at the same time, see such a genuine smile and gratitude, worth it. (:


next next next!
i wanna thank so many of you all! :D

jack; really, that present you gave me is sooo cute. x) super like it please! thanks for always trying to find different stitches for me, it's really super sweet of you. (:

yeeping; you might think yours is nothing much or whatever. but i think the thought was very important. you must have spent quite some time doing all those, so i really appreciate it! :D

ronald; thanks for the very cute soft toy! :D but no, it does not look like me! hahah. =p

amos; hahah, your mass-buy presents. =p but thanks! at least there's my name somewhere! =p :DDD

shep; that thing is really cute luh! the two front teeth, so cute! x) thankyouu! and i'll always smile when i think of you. ((: i hope you do also! hahah. :D

glenn; thankss! i like friendship bands! :DD

mark; hahahah! the funniest present of all. thanks man! it's really super creative to think of buying that for me! hahah, but i'm not a hamster okay! heh. :D

kimberly; thanks for the chocolates and the clipclip! :DD it's cute! ^^

caleb&tom; thanks, really. it's one of the sweetest gifts i've ever received. thanks for putting
so much so much thought into it. (: super duper love it! ^^

tom; hahah, thanks for your two little things. (: your thought means more than whether it's big or small. (: thankyouu! :D

and i know i will receive more presents. =p so will update again! hahaahah. x) but so farrrr:

:DDD!



lastlyyyyyy!

kevin, steph, jj and me. lightsticks are the LOVE please! :D for some weird and unknown reason, i'm super attracted to lightsticks! i can look at lightsticks and start smiling to myself. x) hahahah.


heh, okay! abit too late, but it's okay!

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!
i love you guys like heaven loads! ^^ <3

i promised derek to advertise his blog for him, so i would.


please visit his blog, and do some purchases if you like the items okay? thankyou. (:


jack, thankyou for coming all the way down to get the present from me, and also to pass me my present. thank you for always making an effort to find something i'll like. it's not easy to find different stitch for occasion, but you've always managed to do so. thank you for everything. thank you for being the one who understands me the most. <3




first time we took pictures together. (:

and it's at times like these that i feel that i'm at the deepest valley in my life. i'm so tired, so drained. yet i still try to give my best. but it doesn't seem like it matters. there are just so many stuff going on now. stuff that i cannot even share with grace, jack. it just hurts me so much. yet i face the world with a smile on my face, and the most sincerity and genuineness i can offer to anyone. but it's just .. disappointing to know that some people don't really give a damn about you. it's like "if you're there, you're there. if you're not, then you're not."
maybe i'm just overly-sensitive at times. but i feel that alot of people don't like me. and living in doubt.. it really sucks.
i wish i could do more. i wish people would love me more.
and the purpose of this? i wish you would care enough to read it. that you would care enough to maybe leave me a note or something.
and dear God, this x'mas, i pray for my family. please watch over them. amen.

it's x'mas eve. enjoy yourself everyone. (:

woohoooooooo! i finally feel that christmas is really coming! :DD

collected my pre-orders for a few friends today. got presents for a few. i am happy! :D it's nice seeing people receive the presents and love it alot! it's such a great feeling! ^^

tomorrow's for giving presents and buying presents! after that will be x'mas eve with james, kevin & company! :D hope it'll be funnn!

nexttttt!


VENOS! x)


and the flag that we are all very proud of!
with special thanks to amos for coming up with the design! :D

"just take it that we never ever met."
and that just became the end of everything.

i'm sorry things had to turn out this way at the end. i really am.. i wish i could do anything to make it right again, but that'll be pulling us both back to square one. so.. i'm not gonna do anything this time.

i'm sorry i hurt you this much. i didn't mean for all these to happen.. maybe it was just indecisiveness on my part. there's so much more than just that.. but at the end of the day, i'm just sorry. i was the one who was being draggy and everything. i just wanted to lessen the pain of both of us, but i ended up added more pain to it. i'm just .. damn sorry.

thankyou for that chance to love you. thankyou for everything.
i wont be there to take care of you anymore.
so please please take good care of yourself. rmb to eat properly. dont anyhow shout anymore. dont spoil ur voice. your throat. im sorry. not even friends. you are not someone i can say hi to and not fall in love with. goodbye..
even if no one calls you cute anymore.. rmb, that in my heart, you will always be the cutest girl in the world (: ..
i loved you. i always will.

thankyou.. really..

you know. you were so much of a dream come true for me. i've always always hoped for someone to love me like you did when i was young. and you came along and made my dream come true. thank you really ..

i really loved you. but somewhere along the way, something just happened. i don't know what it is. maybe it's how we've been treating each other. maybe it's how i can't forgive and forget all those you did as easily as i thought i would have. maybe it's alot of many other maybe`s.

i'm sorry i made you fall so deep. i'm just sorry for causing so much pain to you..


i'll end off with the song that both of us share.
this song used to say so much about us..


but with this, i end off .. everything we used to share. all those tears, laughter and times we went through together. i thank you for making me the person i am now. you've given me so much so much. i don't know what i've given you, but i hope it's enough to bring you through all these hurt..
take good care of yourself. i'll be here for you, even if you don't want me to. goodbye mfl; thanks for every single thing you've left in my life. i hope you get through this and find another girl who truly loves you and deserve everything you've got to offer to her.

with loads of loves and hugs,
lyn; tcgitw, sbg, mfl.

i've lost my voice in exchange for three days of fun, laughter and joy. so it's worth it! :D

special thanks to everyone; joyce, maybelle, janice, fion, carmen, kah yuen, pamela, chang yong, dexter, caleb, rayna, caroli, tracy, geraldine, zen, nick cheong, lynette teo, angel, sin yan, amos, lai hock, wei dong, jolene, wei da, jel, zhaopei, stephanie, jean, yin cheng, hannah, rachel, verena, ryan, roy, hakim, mail, linette, fong yung, amanda, derek, josephine, mong ling, kok sheng, badd, raamy, farid, yuan long, kok chun, apple, jay lloyd, and especially hakim and yeeping! :DD

thanks so much for being part of VENOS, for making my first OTC such a great one! LOVELOVES! :DD


ALSO ALSO! thanks all programmers, food/min`s and log comms! :D for making the whole OTC successful! :D

lastly, congrats to nick cheong, gideon, chrystal, ronald and xavier on being the best GL`s of your respective empires! :D happy for you all! totally deserve it please! ^^


TAKECARES! enjoy the rest of your holidays! :D

to my dearest, again.
i just wish you wouldn't do all those to yourself. it hurts me to see you like that, and keep it to yourself. i wish you could share everything with me; i wish that we could be just like how i am with my friends. i'm scared, but yet i can't share with them. i can only pray deep in my heart that one day you will stop hurting yourself like how you are now. i need you in my life, and i love you. i hope you feel it.

i hope everything will be fine when i'm away for camp. please take good care of yourself.

dear God, this is the first time i'm praying to you after so long. i'm not trying to make use of you or anything. but please, please look after her like you have all these time. you know we need her in our lives. may this prayer goes up to your throne like a sweet aroma.

loves,
lyn.(:


and soooooo. OTC is just a few hours away! i'm excited, like every other participant in OTC! please take good care of yourselves and i'll talk to you all again after my camp!

i'll still be here if you ever need me. just ring/message me @ my number aight?
loves. <3


EDITED

oh yes, how can i not blog about yesterday!

so yesterday a group of us met @ orchard! started shopping and stuff. hahah, and i concluded that guys are more fussy than girls when they shop! omg, they took sooo long to decide! hahah.

after that, the main comms and sub comms of OTC left for their bbq and the rest of us headed to mind's cafe at selegie. hahahah, was so much fun! :DD let's go there again soon! :DDD

andand! thank you chrystal for your jacket! it saved my life. ((:

thank you amos! (:
you know, i was damn happy when amos offered me lightsticks! i lovee lightsticks! especially especially the blue one! super pretty pleaseeeeeeeeee!
but you know what. i lost it. :( sigh, damn sad now. i hope i can find it in lounge when i go back. x(

and youu. thankyou. (: it's nice to see someone show their concern in that manner. i think it's damn sweet. thanks. (:


hmm, grace is at cambodia already. wish that everything will be okay for her there. (:

my new addictions to songs!



i like this song's lyrics. and the guy is cute when he smiles! so cute. :D he's korean you knowwwwww. hahah. so cool please. his voice rocks. x)




and i like the melody to this! i think her singing improved. she sounds better now also! (:


two more days to OTC!

and lastly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TATYI!
hahah, if you get to read it luh. yup, hope you enjoy your day. (:

ob was not as bad as i thought it would be. but, i don't think i did well enough. wait, no. i thought i did well enough. but after hearing what my classmates said, and seeing the amount they wrote, i feel a bit .. worried now. i cannot afford a C, or even a C+. :(

i know i know, quantity doesn't matter. but the people that wrote a lot, are those who write in quality as well. which makes everything worse. so let's just hope and pray that i'll get at least a B yeah?

statistics seemed really easy. but i guess there were mistakes here and then. butttttt. i think i can get a low A at least? (:

accountings. it was just plain .. :( i read 'november' as 'september'. and the worst thing is, i was so sure of it because i read it at least 3 times. =.= .. so dumb of me. let's just hope they have the error-carry-forward system, so i don't get a C+ and at least a B. or if better, an A still. -hopes. because accountings is one subject that i have to get A. x_x wish me all the best............

last, and worst. marketing fundamentals.
nope, i haven't taken the paper. it's tomorrow! and i think i'm gonna screw it up. :( let's hope it'll be good luh. jiayoussssssssssssssssssssssssssss.


to those who have no more papers: GOOD LUH! enjoy your holidays please! ((:

to those who still have papers: ALL THE BEST OKAY! ((:


andandand! GUESS WHAT?

it's FOUR more days to otc! :D



('',) says:
i love you for always giving people the benefit of the doubt and trusting people despite getting repeatedly hurt

i love you too. thanks for everything. <3


it's good to have old friends. in fact, it's better to have old friends than new ones. cause they are the ones who will believe you at the end of the day when no one does; simply because they know you right from the beginning and they understand the kind of person you are.

economics was .. okay. no further elaborations, if not i will get whacked.

i think the more worrying subjects would be organisational behaviour and marketing fundamentals. =.= so many things to memorise. i'm not gonna bother with it. shall do it when i wake up tomorrow. no mood anyway.

hmm, any one got nice/touching videos for me to add to my mp4? i've been racking my brains to find any! x(


anyway. know what. my brother's number of messages for the month of november is 4016. and he's only a twelve year old. =.=


ob soon.......... jiayous. x(

happy birthday gen! (:
hope you enjoyed your day yeah? even though there's mid-semester test tomorrow .. hahah. hmm, thanks for being such a friend in my life yeah? appreciate your presence! (: take cares! -hugs. loves.

watched hitman. i thought it was quite interesting! i don't watch much of this kind of show, so i guess it was up to my expectations. hahah. except for some .. really unnecessary naked scenes. =.= ..

hmm, alot of people keep asking me if i'm bisexual/homosexual these days. =.= do i really behave like one? hahah, okay, maybe i do. but .. they say most girls are bisexual! so don't be shocked okay! hahah. because of the existance of really lousy guys .. can't help luh. hahah.

it just sucks when you feel that you've given your best to that person, only to find out at the end of the day that the person doesn't care at all.

addiction to this song! i think it says a lot. (:

hmm, i wanna thank maybelle! for being so nice, brave and everything. it's so nice to have you want to clear up everything. really sweet of you. (: thanks for believing too! (:

okay. take care! once again, all the best for your mid-semester tests! :D
<3

statistics tutorial! i got back my statistics paper le. x) i got 23/25! happy happy please! i mean, considering i've missed like two tutorials and that lecture which the paper was testing on, it's quite good results! -beams.

went to the lounge after that. hmm, i think this saturday will be out with claudine and friends to study. x)

went to watch movie! golden compass with maybelin, caleb, tom, iris and angela! though they say the show's anti-christ, etc, but i still think it's pretty nice! interesting. :D

i wanna watch stardust and enchanted! omg. x(

i learnt how to complete the rubik's cube halfway already! :D i think tom is a good teacher. yup!

i'm eating my third bowl of laksa in my whole entire life now! and my grandma bought coconut for me.

so basically, lyn is a happy girl today! :D

wednesday`s sucks. :( i have three tutorials @ one go. and it's very taxing on me, especially when i don't get sufficient sleep! >.< but okay lah. hahah.

sociology class test was .. okay. mrs ann marie said it's the easiest paper of the lot, but i beg to differ. :( i took some time to remember what theory was under which topic. too many theories. x_x

i slept a bit in accountings tutorial. i think the teacher was aiming me le; she kept looking over. ahh, and last week she just praised me for being a good class rep. :(

mr philip siow was nice. (: he finished tutorial in less than an hour! we had a little project discussion, like we always do after each tutorial. so sweet. he said cause of me! hahah. cause before class started, i asked him if he could end class earlier. =x cause i was really tired! hahah. nice nice!


went lounge after school ended. hmm, stayed till 1930 for meeting! meeting was a lot shorter than i expected.

thanks waihong for the jacket and the lappy! :D super super appreciate it!


to you. i guess you've probably read my blog, and know that i'm referring to you already. but .. i didn't expect this reaction from you. i thought you would at least have the decency to explain to me what happened and everything else. but it doesn't seem so. feels like our friendship never meant much from the start.. quite .. disappointing.

something happened at home today. shock filled me. i don't know what to say. but if you're reading this, i just want to say i think you shouldn't have done that. can you start behaving like your age? sigh.


but thank God for nice nice friends. -beams.
<3

i don't know what to say anymore, but probably all these were my fault to begin with. i'm sorry. but maybe this period of time will be best for us to think things through carefully. i'm sorry for not knowing how to prioritize my life properly. sorry for all the hurt i've caused. i'm just .. in a period of transition. two months isn't very long, but i'll try. although i hope that .. no matter what the ending is, you'll always be my good friend. i know i shouldn't expect so much from you .. i'm sorry. wan.an
你的爱早已经不同


i had a really boring statistics lecture today. x_x macroeconomics lecture was still okay. yup. met grace and yanpeng after that. hmm.. glad that you found your stuff. (:

saw erbert, tim and his girlfriend also! erbert looks .. fitter now! hahah, in comparison to when he just came back from australia .. hahah. yeahh.

i ate lamb shoulders again! yesterday i ate two plates you know! x) actually, i didn't feel hungry just now. but it's like .. i've been eating from salad bar (name of the stall) everyday, that i feel so weird not eating there for just one day! hahah, and the lamb shoulders is nice okay! :D


and.
i feel really fat today. ahh, sucks. and it's not just that. i feel my esteem going down by the day. and the feeling is just awful. :(

i still remember back then i felt so inferior of myself in everything i do .. and it was one guy who saved me; jeffrey. frankly speaking, he didn't do much at all. like, really nothing at all. but it was just this feeling i get when i'm around him. made me feel .. better of myself. and although after that, i still felt like i wasn't good enough. at least i was able to carry myself more confidently. but now .. it all feels like an act.


ohwells. sociology class test tomorrow, 10%. sucks, i haven't studiedd. :(

andand. thanks tom for lending me your laptop. (:

to caleb, if he actually reads it. hmm, saw that you were really tired. rest more please! and take care. (:

to adrian and shaz. thanks for being with me these days. (: really super duper appreciate it! hahah, and thanks for tolerating me as well. (: i'm glad you two accepted me for the way i am!

to the person who loves fullstops. thanks for being such a loyal friend. i know that i can always count on you to be there for me when i'm sad. (:

to sean teo, if he read this. thanks for your help. (: and thanks for being a friend! hahah, used to be scared of you. but now i think you're actually quite friendly and nice. ((:

lastly, but not the least, grace. thanks for being there for me, even though you had your own issues. really appreciate it. (: it's so amazing to me sometimes. it's like, we've reached a stage where we don't need to communicate often to understand each other, to know in our hearts that we'll be there for each other. we can don't talk often, but we always know that we'll be there to catch each other when we fall. it's just so amazing to me .. thanks for the friendship. (:


okays. i like my MP4 alot. (: and i want the song "why" in my mp4! ahhh, YVONNE! x(


take care people. halfway through the week already. (:

loves.

it's really nice. just like how grace puts it: "really pulls the strings of your heart." (:


and to whoever you are:
frankly speaking, i've found out who you are, and i'm pretty sure. i don't know what to say but that i'm disappointed. and i just don't understand why there is a need for you to do that in the first place. and i really don't see any justification in any perspective. i've read the chatlogs over and over again. and i just can't convince myself of any reasons that might help you.
i might just turn nasty if i continue, so forget it. i don't know how to face you anymore.

but don't worry, i won't hate you. i've never did. if Jesus can forgive those who hurt him that badly, what is my pain in comparison to him? but that's not the point. the point is, i've lost a good friend.

thanks grace, giddy, shaz, adrian and glenn. totally <3 please.

happy belated birthday ivan! =P

hahahahah, ivan is just adorable. anyway, ivan's got a special talent! he can twist his legs/ankles/whatever very flexibly! and he's friendly and nice. ((:


i had Mr Philip Siow as my lecturer for my previous marketing fundamentals lecture, and he was just so entertaining, like always. so he told us a story about his friend, lee kim sai. (kim = gold in hokkien. sai = shit in hokkien.) and this guy, works in a sewage business. and when people ask him where he works at, he has four levels of answer. (in his ever-so-straight face)

level 1
person A: so, where do you do for your living?
lee kim sai: business.

level 2
person A: ohh. so what kind of business?
lee kim sai: government business.

level 3
person A: O_O what kind of government business?
lee kim sai: *looks around* *whispers* personal business.

level 4
person A: *irritated* what kind of personal business?
lee kim sai: your business, is my business.

-roars in laughter-
that was my immediate response. okay, maybe it doesn't sound funny here. but really, you should hear philip siow! it was funny okay!


okay, i wanna personally thank james, for being such a nice friend.

after not seeing me for quite some time, guess what was his first sentence to me?
"you look more and more like a hamster."

WAH, thanks ah! like i needed it. booooo!


okay, it's been more than 24 hours since i last slept. standard chartered marathon was in a way, fun. but in other ways, not.

i've always thought leadership is all about taking initiative, giving in, and putting others first. but it feels like i've thought so wrong. should we only show that we can lead when we know that others will notice? there wasn't very .. correct/positive attitudes today. maybe we were just so tired. and i saw a lot of stuff with my own eyes. at the same time, i lost the respect i have for a number of people.

it's not directed at anyone in specific. but if you think it does, then maybe you can afford to do a bit of self-reflection.

i'm not saying i'm perfect. i'm just stating my point of view. so don't start a riot because of that aight? but my point is:

i gave my best today. do you feel that you did?


on a happier note, i bought a MP4 today! omg, i'm super happy please!



chio right?! :D hakim and maybelin bought one each for themselves as well! hahah, pretty pretty! thanks maybelin for helping me pay first! (:

day out with jason, hakim and maybelin after that was great. (: i think i got to see some different sides of people, and i'm glad that now i know them more. (:

check out "korens". maybelin cried after hearing their story. it's sad. but she's going on a mission trip next year! so cool, but super dangerous.


some pictures i took with amos, when he was trying to tidy up his hair on his macbook. hahah.


takecare! <3

happy belated birthday yuting!
andddddd!
happy birthday adrian!

:DD

hope yuting enjoyed her day. (:
and adrian, i hope you did also. (:


and so, i have standard chartered marathon later @ 3am. x_x the thought of it tires me out. hope everything will go well later. (:


i'm feel so sian-ed now. so blog again.
enjoy your weekend people! :D


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i like bianca ryan alot. so much so to the extent that when i read that people feel that charice pempengco is better than her, i get soo upset. and i really wonder why people feel that the latter is better! hahah, maybe i'm just biased.

but, seriously, to me, she's so captivating; extremely charismatic for someone of her age. everytime i watch her audition clip, i'll start getting goosebumps. she's that good. (:

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